TRUE WRITINGS

So far are you from me. Every mile between us nearly kills me everyday every moment, to be honest I just ask myself to keep going because I know even tho its irritating you are worth waiting. Your mood swings, those terrible decisions you make me apologizing without no reason us both fighting there are thousands and millions of reasons to leave but I find a much stronger reason to stay. and just perceive what I've received. 💝

A JOURNEY  A journey so long I've decided to start not even a feeling of sigh but here at the crossroad I find things apart and discover no reason to fly high.  Now It seems like I have come a long way  And there is no where to turn back.  But I realise in this race to win...  I've lost all what I loved.  Maybe the saying is right: To get something you must lose something worth that. 

⟰ "sun leti he baat wo meri ankahi...           jo aksar mera kaha kuch sunti nahi" ⟱ Bina tujhe kahe teri yaado ki mehfil saja du me kuch iss tarah tujhe yaad karu ki tere hi dil ki dasatak baar baar karu me adoori hi sahi  ek kahani rachhu me inn dooriyon ke bawajood bhi humesha teri hi rahu me.

A PHOTOGRAPH I stand here with this piece of paper so colorfulI It is not to my surprise that my hands are shivering too. every color spoke a word as memories started to flash I could feel a drop of tear coming down my eye and saw a hair from my eye lash my heart never wanted a second chance to think As it was sure and just wished: Do all what it needs Just don't start to flash those memories. ↠

This distance kills me The pain I feel The agony I experience.  Every moment... I just miss your presence.  You are the reason for my every single smile, Even on my long days You own a very special place.  Just as two words on a line Such close are you to me But are never called together  As those words are separated by a fullstop.  But you are never apart  in my heart.  You are way too far  Honestly, no one is more closer than you for me.